Hey.. I haven't blogged for a while. I haven't been online for one week I think. Tinatamad na ko. Hehe. But anyway, I found the time today so ayun. We're supposed to have our cheering practice today(yes, on a Sunday) but I didn't go 'cause we're going somewhere else and my dad just got home from Davao earlier. My whole body hurts! :[ My gassss. Realleeh. You know why I don't go online anymore these days? 'Cause I always get home at 6:30pm or 7pm from cheering practices and I'm tired syempre dba. Yet I still have to do homeworks then watch T.V. (haha. Kapuso prehh =D) then izleeff. So ayun, d nako nakakapag-onlaynn. Salamat sa mga nagcomment and nagvisit. I'll get back lateerr. And I'll change my layout too. I already made like 3 layouts but I'm lazeeh to code them. So ayowwn. Di na 'ko nakakapagbloghop. tsk.

Anyway, our Card Day is on Sept. 2.. :o What would my rank be? omigass. =o Haayyy. Sa Wednesday ang cheering competition namin, at the same time opening of SportsFest. So, there. Sana maging okay ang performance namin. Sana I won't mess up doing the head ishtand. Asteeg kaya non. May part dun na magbbreakdance kami. Yung iba Baby Freeze, yung ibang hindi magawa yun, naka-half split. Then AJ and me will do the headstand. Magkabilaan kami, nakakabit yung dalawang paa namin tapos may maghahawak. Hehehe. May picture kami nun e, I'll post it kapag naupload ko na.

Zigeee, yown muna. Update lang. Kwento kwento. =D Hihi.

With A Smile - Eraserheads

Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
You can't win at everything but you can try.

Baby, you don't have to worry
'Coz there ain't no need to hurry
No one ever said that there's an easy way
When they're closing all their doors
And they don't want you anymore
This sounds funny but I'll say it anyway.

Girl I'll stay through the bad times
Even if I have to fetch you everyday
You'll get by with a smile
You can never be too happy in this life.

In a world where everybody
Hates a happy ending story
It's the one you love can make the world go round
But dont let it bring you down
And turn your face into a frown
You'll get along with a little prayer and a song.

(Too doo doo doo...)
Let me hear you sing it
(Too doo doo doo...)

In a world where everybody
Hates a happy ending story
It's a wonder love can make the world go round
But don't let it bring you down
And turn your face into a frown
You'll get along with a little prayer and a song.

Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
We'll get by with a smile
Now it's time to kiss away those tears goodbye

(Too doo doo...)
Let me hear you sing it
(Too doo doo...)

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I love this song. =D Anyway, there are no classes today so here I am, blogging. But I'm still sleepy so after this I'm gonna go to sleep cuz even there's no classes I needed to wake up at 7am. We have cheering practice, that's why. Goshh, there's one week left until the Cheering Competition. I hope we'll be able to do our cheer dance ng maganda. *haha, tinagalog na. Ayus lang yan, buwan ng wika naman noh =D* Our problem is our costume cuz we are still looking for someone who is willing to make our cheering costumes. Kasi, dba, there's one week left. Rush pa yun. Sana makahanap na. 10% yung costume e, sayang yung 10% dba? Hehe. I don't know how to cartwheel. Tsk. Haha. Ay I learned something new, baby freeze. Keuuwl. Ayownn.

Okay.. hmm. I saw an upcoming new model of Nokia on their site.. yung N91. COOL! Hehe. It's like a cellphone and iPOD in one. Though you can only store 1,200 songs. But it's cool. Hehe. Aylaykeet.

Oh, I already got my results sa exams. Whew, at last. Nakahinga rin. I passed naman. =D I was worried about my Chemistry and Math. Gasss, yung test ba naman kasi noh, ang sabaw! Haha. =p Hmm, what would be my rank in class? When I was in 2nd yr, I was ranked 10th, overall. Tss, bumaba. nung 1st yr kasi, rank 9 overall. Tas 2nd yr, rank 10. Nakooww. Tsk tsk. Kaya nga, I will really realleehh try my best, my very best. =D Thanks nga pala for those who commented on my last post. =D And for those people who visited my site. Much loveee!

What do you think of my layout? Lol. I think it's not very good. Lol. Ako kasi yung nasa layout! HAHA. Joke. Ndi, sery0sss. Parang, wala lang. Minsan nagsasawa na ko, minsan naman okay sya. Haha. =D O well, sige. I'm gonna go sleep. Vavoooosh.

This began when I was in Grade 6(or at least I noticed this since Grade 6). I was always misunderstood, everything I do and say. Before, people around me always tease me in which for them was just a joke, but for me it's not anymore. (e.g., "Di ka kasi marunong mag-english e! (You don't know how to speak english) ; *I let them see something I made like a painting* and say, Ikaw ba nag-drawing nyan? Parang hindi ikaw. (Did you draw that one? It's like it's not you who drew that.) But then somewhere along the line after a lot of thinking, I guess I accepted that as a compliment.) They throw hurtful words that would bring me down that would push down my confidence in times I really needed it. It's like they point out that I can't do this and that. It's like they don't believe in me. So, I never got to believe in myself. I never got to express what I feel. I never got to speak out. Until.. music, writing and painting came along. Through music, I get to loosen up and calm down. Music soothes my soul. Music expresses what I feel inside. Though music has always been there, I grew up with musical-influenced people around me but I guess I was oblivious to the magic of it. I've said awhile ago that, I never got the chance to speak out or express what I feel. Writing and painting gave me that chance. I was able to express something inside of me that I've been wanting to get out of my chest. It was a pain for me to keep what I feel inside to myself because it worries me that no one would understand. Until I stepped foot to this school and met wonderful friends. Friends that I've been longing to find. They were the best set of friends I ever had. They helped me in a lot of ways. They listened, they helped me express myself, helped me boost more confidence inside me. They helped me come out of my shell. They were the ones who saw me when I was invisible. I've been so thankful for they came into my life. Now, I'm a much better and stronger person than before. I've known myself better and found who I am(at least. but still have some questions running in through my mind). Many things changed along the years, my points of view changed, I began to think positive and think big. I now know how to hold on, when to hold on and when to let go. My faith in God strengthened aand I became so thankful and appreciative of my family. I now realize how lucky I am to have my family.

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( ) - open and close parentheses means it wasn't included on my speech. I just added them while typing this post.

Verbatim from the book Tuesdays with Morrie, "All parents damage their children." I've been a lot more optimistic with life. I never realized that until my friend/seatmate back in sophomore year told me that I am. =) I've realized that she was right. Among all the other people or friends during a hectic week/hell week of exams and deadlines to meet, I've remained optimistic and say, "After this, it's all over. Okay na tayo. We can do this." And someone would second the motion. I've known myself a lot better, yes. I've known a lot of what I can do.. I've known my strengths and weaknesses. I've known a lot of me. I've known a lot of things about me that other people don't. I have a lot of people to thank for making me a lot stronger and put me where I am today and where will I be in the future. My family, of course. They've hurt me in a good way, I guess. They've made me alot stronger. They have damaged me yet I still got to put myself back when I was shattered into pieces. I have hacked to hold on and move on. My friends, who were really there to listen to me when I could not find anyone who will really listen to what will I say. They just listen. It makes me feel a lot better. You! Co-bloggers. Online friends. You've been really a part of me. =) Though personally, we haven't met. We don't really know each other well(because we only know each other through these blogs). You've changed and been really a part of my life. Especially those real friends I found through the online world. =) And lastly, God. I would never ever forget to thank Him. He was there when I needed Him. I speak, He listens. He just makes me feel a lot better. Whenever I pray at night for Him to guide me for tomorrow and the coming days, the next day, it just makes me feel better. Wala lang, parang ang confident ko na kaya kong gawin 'tong bagay na 'to. Diba nga sabi dun sa Bible, when you ask, you believe. Because if you believe, matutupad yun. Yebahh. Hehe. =)

Thanks a lot guys, for listening and reading my posts -- sensible or not. Before I was saying that, "I hope I would find a person who would see right through me."

New layout po. Watchuuteenk? =)

This isn't really a post cuz this one's going to be a short and meaningless one. The real post will follow soon. After the Periodical exams which are taking place on August 10th, 11th and 12th. So, wish me luck. Especially on August 12th. Why? Our exam on Friday is Chemistry and Math. Yardddurrr. Oh btw, my score in Chem is alright. At least I passed. The passing score is 30 and my score is 30/60. Lol. =p In math, I got 44/50. Someone got 49/50. So I guess it was easy. Yeah, math is easy. I guess. Hehe. Hey, I'm not bragging ha. Baka naman isipin nyo mayabang ako. :( Hehehe.

I didn't get to watch the OC kanina! =( Grrrr. I always forget!!! O well. By the way, the real post was actually written so I'm just going to copy it. I was studying then when I just felt to write my thoughts. And I'm going to post too my speech on our Speech Exam last Thursday. =)

Okay guys, leyterrr. Tc. Vavooo.

Currently listening to: I miss you by Blink 182 // Crazy for the girl by Evan & Jaron.
Currently surfing: CheL's blog , Hazel's blog.

Hello feefowlll. Gahh, it's raining and the power might shut off again. But then oh well. We have one unit test tomorrow which is Filipino. And I'm here in front of the computer blogging. Haha, nays. My bag is downstairs and I'm lazeh to go down and it's raining(my bag is in the car, btw). Earlier, we had our Chemistry unit test. My gasss... I'm REALLY sure that I'm going to get a low mark there. I mean, I didn't get to finish it. Actually, a lot of us did not get to finish it. Especially the problem solving part. I had 9 blanks. Or at least, that's what I remember. I forgot some of the formulas. And the conversion part, too. :o But I tried to solve it.. at least. At least, I pass. :o

The results for our exams in Entrepreneurship{T.L.E} and History came out already and... I can't believe it. =D
I got a perfect score in Entrepreneurship! 40/40. Yihaa!! Haha. =D History.. I didn't but at least one of the highest too. 57/60. Along with the Mar sisters. Yey! Nancy and Tracy!! Hello! Wahehe. =D

I already got the next layout finished but then I didn't get to upload it. And I'm still uploading songs for the playlist. LoL. =D

Thanks so much for those people who tagged and commented. Sorry if I don't get to return the comments or tag you. Surie surie surie. =D

I'm facing 2 weeks of non-stop examination and deadlines to meet. So I gotta get going. Yay, time flies by real fast. It's already August! Oohh, I gotta speak Tagalog. Haha. It's Buwan ng Wika. Nyahaha. Then the next month.. it's already September. Ber days! 4 months to go 'til December. Haha. Gasss.

O zigeee. Vavoo. Ayus ayusin nyo buhay nyo! *haha*