That one fateful summer which I believe changed my life in the biggest way possible. Let's fly, dream big, live life, love freely and give all the glory to the One who created us.
I just wanted to blog before I really really start on the things I need to do AKA school work. :))
So, as you can see on the right side of my blog, I've added a playlist. I just signed up for an account on Last.fm. :] I just wanted to put music here, or in any of my pages. I've got a lot of them. Facebook, Multiply, Myspace, Friendster, ADLSU, and all that. I've got Twitter and Plurk. :)) And oh, Plurkkkk is addicting. I think. :)) I've got Jason Mraz, Marie Digby, Faber Drive, Coldplay, Boys like Girls, Sara Bareilles, and Taylor Swift on my playlist. :] ♥ I know it's a lot but... I love the songs! :))
Last night, I've been surfing the net for... uh, everything about Twilight. :)) Addict much? Yes yes. I know. I'm Twilight obsessed, and proud of it. :)) I've watched videos, stole icons and avatars(lol), wallpapers and all that. I've made my own avatars as well. I know I should have been doing my school works but I wasn't. So, I was stupid about not using my free time well. It was a long weekend(4 days of no school), and I haven't done a single thing for school. I know, my fault. But anyway, after all these, I'm going to do school works.
So yeah. :] I hafta go. I should be doing what I need to do! Kk. Byyyyyyyeeeee.
O.C.D(Obsessive Cullen Disorder)!!! :)) In Eclipse, I just realized how so very understanding and patient Edward really is. Even more than Bella deserves. I was like, WOW. Speechless. Wtf can you ever find someone as that as Edward in this world? Too bad, Edward isn't real. :))
I hate that Bella asked Jacob to kiss her. BAH. I HATED BELLA FOR THAT. Stupeeeed. Shet. Shet. Now I get what my brother's girlfriend said about after reading Eclipse, I'll have doubts. Yeah, it wasn't the same anymore between Edward&Bella.
Jacob isn't that bad though. But maybe if I were Bella, I can't see Jacob as more than a friend. That sucks but that's the way it is. Edward is more boyfriend material. :)) I can't blame her though cos Edward left her once-- her darkest times-- and Jacob was there to be her personal sun. Of course, if I were in Bella's place too, I'd probably fall for Jacob too. But then again... it's foolish to tell someone you love him when you know you love another someone more. It's not fair. And it sucks to choose between two people you want to have but of course, of courseeeee, you really have to choose. I honestly believe you cannot possibly love two people at once. I mean, you cannot possibly be in love with two people at the same time. It's... it will be heartbreaking. Again, it won't be fair. The people involved will just get hurt in the process. Ugh.
But anyway still, AT LEAST BELLA CHOSE WISELY. Or that's what I'd like to think, cos choosing Edward is wiser and better. :))))))) She made a right decision I guess, considering who she can't really live without. Bella cannot live without Edward. Bella cannot bear to be without Edward. Edward makes her happy. Even if Jacob is her personal sun, even if she loves Jacob, it's not enough.. it's never enough to make her choose Jacob and leave Edward. She was miserable and in pain after she talked to Jacob about things. But she knows a pain more painful than that --- the pain she felt when Edward left her.
And so.. SHE CHOSE EDWARDDDD.
Is this happily ever after now? Well...
Imma have to wait for Breaking Dawn. Demmittttt, I hope their wedding will push through! BAH. And I wanna see Bella as a vampire. :)) But I dunno, I have a feeling they will still need to overcome some things -- danger and all the unexpected circumstances that may happen. So I still ahve doubts about their wedding and Bella being a vampire. I'M JUST GOING TO HAVE TO WAIT!
Bah August 4! The book release here is on August 4. So while waiting.... I'm just gonna re-read the books over and over and over. :))
Addicted much? Oh yes.
I like Twilight best. New Moon was heartbreaking. Eclipse was... better than New Moon. I can't find a way to describe it though. And I swear I cried while reading New Moon :)) That's how heartbreaking it is. Oh well.
It[Twilight] is exactly my brand of heroin. I'm such a sucker for happy ever afters. :))
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Been here for the longggesttt time. Lol. I'm lazy updating my blog blogggg. I mostly update in my MySpace blog cos noone ever reads it. I don't even blog in my Multiply much.
Anyway, nothing much interesting has happened to me for the past weeks. Except for.. reading Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse. Surely, Forks became my world during those times. Even after I put down the book, all I think about is Edward&Bella, and their story and the scenes. Haha. I know I'm late with all the hype but BS, who cares?! If you're a Twilighter, well, I'm a Twilighter too. That doesn't make us much different from each other, right? :p :))
Uhm. I don't have much to say. If I continue typing, I'd probably blab more about Twilight. Twilight. and more Twilight. Anyway, I can't wait for Breaking Dawn and the movie. BAH, why why why January 9? That's BS. Anyways, while waiting, I'm just going to keep myself busy by reading the books over and over again. And browse the internet about Twilight-related stuffs. Like this..
So. That would be all.
AND OH,
CALL ME BELLA.
=)) Haha! It's not much far from my name. Charlene Belle. BELLA. See? Uhuh. :))
I watched Marié Digby's live webcast concert at DeepRockDrive.com! ULTIMATE FRONT ROW SEAT!!! Hahaha. Loved it. It amazed me how DeepRockDrive was able to do the webcast thing without me even lagging. Well except for some times when my lan cable got unplugged. BAH. But it was okay. I was so excited :)) Hahaha. I slept earlier then woke up, only had 3 hours of sleep. Then took a nap for like 30 minutes while waiting.
I love Marié Digby! I love her songssss! Don't youuu? :] She's so pretty. Very beautiful inside and out. Very talented. Yayyy. Her album's on my list. I rarely buy albums nowadays but if the album is worth the price then why not. So yeah. It lasted for an hour. I really felt the communication! THOUSANDS of people were there I guess. I saw Peter Park's(the guy who won Marié's contest) shout out too. Haha. Very cool. Aweeee-someee! :]] There were lots of Filipinos too. I typed in "come to the Philippines!" or was it Manila? Hahaha. But anyway, Marié read it! HAHA. If it's me or not me, still at least she got the message from her Filipino fans. :p I hope to see more live webcast concertsssss! :D
I screencapped like crazyyy. Lemme share to you one screencap of the concert.
If you wanna see more, go to my Multiply account. It's only for contacts though so if you're not on my contacts, you won't be able to see it. Sooo! Add me! :]] Haha.
SET LIST: 1. Fool 2. Say it again 3. Stupid for you 4. Umbrella 5. Miss invisible 6. Spell 7. Girlfriend 8. Paint me in your sunshine 9. Better off alone 10. Beauty in walking away 11. Unfold
Yay I thought she won't sing UNFOLD anymore! Glad she did! Love that song! :] Miss Invisible as well! I loveloveloveee her songs! :]
And as you can seeee.. I have a new layout! Haha. I like it. Because it has Marié Digby on it and as well as the lyrics to her song which I love, Say it Again. :] It's so pinkkk. LOL. I re-did this layout cos I realized I didn't like the first version much. This is wayyy better. What do you thinkkkk? :] I upped this a little late. YA. A "little". Haha. I said I'll upload this on the 19th but I did it on the 20th. :]]] It's cos I went out. YAY. I'm glad! I had a life today. Hahaha. Went somewhere, then to National Bookstore Quezon Avenue, then to BK stayed there for like 3 hours, then went to fetch my dad at the airport. I got home at 1am. I didn't think I'd come home that late so yaaa. K. :]]
OHHH. I'll make this a short one cos tomorrow's school already! Can you believe it? CAN YOUUUU? Schoolmates? Haha. SHOCKS. Too early. And I will go somewhere later. I hafta go to sleep early! I have lots of undone things that I need to do. SO YA. :]
Oh btw, I'm not using Haloscan for my comments anymore. I'm using the Blogger one. :]
I just finished coding my next layout which will be up on the 19th. I was supposed to upload it today but just to make this layout up for one month, I moved it to the 19th. Just before class starts. :]
That's just a teaser of what my next layout will look like. :]] It's Marie Digby's Say It Again. Oh I just remembered, I have a free seat on her webcast concert on the 19th 6AM(Philippine time). Didn't notice that :p
Anyway, 3 days till school starts. T_T OMGZ. My summer has been boring. If not for some late night DVD series marathons with my brothers, my summer would have been ultimately boring. And also, of course, if not for Hana Kimi and Wu Chun, it would have been ultimately uber boring. LOL. Wu Chun is my pretend boyfriend. LOL. I guess he is everyone's pretend boyfriend.
With that face?! With that effin' pretty face? Who wouldn't want him as a pretend boyfriend? Hahahaha. Whatever his face looks, he still looks pretty. :]]] I'm in love! Hahaha! Sobrang takaw niya and vain! Iloveit!♥ Haha! :] I will feature him in one of my layouts someday. Maybe after my next layout. :] I love Asian dudes with cool hair and fashion style! Well, someone like him. Haha. :D AYAYYY. Kung may ganyan lang dito oh.. OMGZ. *faints* Hahaha. Jiro Wang is cute too. I love it when he smiles. And so as Danson Tang. :D Pretty faces. But like what my former schoolmate said, "The probability of meeting someone life him in our ordinary lives is...What do you think?" So what do you think? :]] Hahaha. I guess someone like Wu Chun will just forever be a dream, yes? I mean he's like every girl's dream guy. LOL. I mean, no not 'every'.. but you get what I mean. :] Well, you do, do you? Haha. :]]
Anyway, I'm just watching YouTube videos about Hana Kimi, Ella/Chun, Fahrenheit. Anything about them. LOL.
I hope I won't stay up too long here since we'll be going somewhere later. I'm having sleep problems. Yesterday, I slept at around 12mn. I woke up at 3am because the freakin' controller fell from my bed and it made a really loud sound. AGH. And after that, I couldn't sleep anymore. T_T I hate it when that happens. -__-
Some things here, I've already said on my previous post but this one's from my Multiply blog I just posted today. Might as well post it here. :) BTW, I mentioned below that I want to change my layout, but I dunno. The blog part of the site has small width, which makes it hard for people to read. Whaddyathink?
ON BEING A BUM: I need to stop being a bum in front of the pc all the time. I'm hating it already. Doing the same things all over again. Though I'm having fun with Photoshop, it's not all I do. I turn to MySpace, Facebook and Friendster all the time. Especially Facebook and MySpace! BOO! It's so damn addicting! And this blog, I get lazy updating it. I feel like I wanna change the layout again. I have one ready, already coded and all that, but I'm just too lazy.
ON GOING OUT: Now I need to go out. I wanna go out with my gerlssss. Deym I need to talk to them! As in NEED. Lots of things I wanna tell them. o_o And I miss my high school friends. If one of you are reading thisssss! OMGZ! Let's go out! :( I'm missing them badlyyyyy. Supasupasupafriends, haven't hung out with y'all for quite some time now. Makes me sad. :(
ON DVDS: I need to buy DVDs, the series of Gossip Girl and the O.C. Koreanovelas too! Like Hana Kimi, and other good stuff. You know other Koreanovelas that you can call 'good stuff' you can recommend me?
ON BOOKS: I also need to buy the books I've been wanting to read for the whole past year. Like the last Harry Potter book. I'm a loser for not having one yet. The Twilight series! Migadddd, I've watched the trailer and it's so effin' awesome. 12/12, Twilighters! And this year's also the release of the last book in the series. Other good books to recommend, people?
ON PROJECTS: And I also need to finish the website I've been doing for the past weeks. BAH. I dunno, it's just that whenever I think, I get headaches. LOL. I like thinking though.
ON THINGS: AND.. I like preoccupying myself with thingssss to do.
ON TIME: Man, time is running out. School's almost near, atleast for me. Cos yknow how time flies by real fast? Yeah. Yeaa. Boohoo.
ON ACDC: Lately, we[yeah, Cerisse included hahaha] have been obsessing with ACDC[Adam/Chu Dance Crew]. And their shirt's on sale now!!! Mr. Chu made it available werrldwide! Butttt, it's worth effin' $21.70, shipping included! Whathebuckkk! I don't have that kind of money. I even told my friend from Cali to buy me an ACDC shirt, his gift for my birthday! He said, "haha maybe". I was kidding though. But I was kidding! I just hope he's not reading this. LOL. Yeah right, like the ACDC shirts are selling like hotcakes. LOL. Last time I checked, there are only two pieces left. I just hope they print more! So by that time, I already have money to buy it cos I just spent my money on online shopping in Multiply! LOL. The ACDC shirts are for charity anyways! But Cerisse messaged Mr. Chu if we can print ACDC shirts here in the Phils., we made our own designs. But he didn't reply, he just read it. Booooo. Maybe it's bcos they made it available worldwide and he of course, assumed that the info already spread on us, so no need to reply. Soo even if we'll have our own ACDC shirts printed... STILL! I want their ACDC sherrrt! FOREALLLZ! I wanna be part of the crew. Hahaha! That's what Adam Sevani said on his bulletin on MySpace! "Be part of the crew." That's why I'm loving MySpace. You get to talk to them! Like Cerisse, he got to talk with Harry Shum, Jr.(Cable on Step Up 2)! HAHAHAHA! Anyways, nuff with the ACDC talk. My brother told me I'm obsessed wit dem already. And so as my friend from Cali. So I guess, I am obsessed with them! Haha.
ON YOUTUBE: Does anyone of you know Nigahiga of YouTube? HAHAHA! His vids are sooo funny! The result of boredom I guess. But heck, he's got like a million views for every video he have on his channel! He's got like 271,450 subscribers! Include me on that. Haha. PLUS! He's cute btw! :p Hahaha. Youtube crush, LOLZ! I've also subscribed on Jon M. Chu's YTube channel and as well as the Miley&Mandy Show. And I'm wonderin', what's up with singing and ukeleles in the U.S.? I dunno, it's like very popular. I love this one though, Windward Skies cover. Thanks to my friend for showing that to me. And I saw this very kawaii video too called Animal Idol. Yeah, an American Idol for animals. Lol. So maybe you figured out what I do whenever I'm online. I just don't get how I can spend my whole day just doing all these. Sux000.
ON MUSIC: I just realized my taste for music has uhmm, how do you put it, broaden? I dunno, I just like listening to country songs lately. Thanks to MySpaceeeee! I just realized how I love praise songs too. Hillsong United will be having a concert here on the 26th! A day just before my berrrrthdayyym. I would love to see them live. And oh, I love hearing old school songs lately! It lights me up, brings a smile to my face. Imma download Backstreet Boys songs. What other good old songs are there? Make me remember. :D And I had my seat reserved on Marie Digby's online concert on the 19th, 6am, our time. That's veryyy early so I have to like get up at around 5am. I bet there'll be a massive site traffic. I just hope my PC won't crash. I want to buy her album! As well as Taylor Swift's album. I heard her songs on MS and I loved it. Anywaysss...
ON AGE: I feel like I'm 17 already. HAHA. :)) I still have 19 days left to enjoy my sweeeettt 16. Was it sweet? Ionnooo. LOL.
ON AMERICAN IDOL: Top 4 finalists are the 2 Davids, Syesha and Jason Castro. After their performance? I bet Jason Castro will go. So top 3 are the 2 Davids and Syesha. My top 2? The 2 Davids. David Archuleta and David Cook. Whoever wins, it's okay. They're both good. :)
ON REALITY: Reality slapped me once again on my face! LIKE IT ALWAYS DOES! :)) After I read Anna's S-S.org blog! Haha. Ooh, Imma post this on my blogspot too. I need to like, update that from my random blahs.
ON RENZ: I'm sorry I wasn't able to give to you your vectorrrr! Haha. Sorry talagaaaa! But you can wait more right? Hehe. Thanks Renzzyyy! :)
Srsly, tinatamad ako magblog these days 'cause I'm busy you know. YAK HAHA. JOKE! :)) I opt to be a busy-busyhan person these days. I really feel accomplished when I do a lot of things and to not think things and eventually end up overthinking it. But srsly, tinatamad ako magblog. Siguro dahil na rin sa nabadtrip ako sa pagcode sa layout ko na supposedly for the Heart's day. I'm still thinking of putting it up though even if Heart's day is way over.
Anyway, my day was pretty good at first but as time went, shet na-badtrip ako. LOL. Nakakapagod mag-antay sa labas ng school sa isang bus papuntang rally sa Makati na hindi naman darating. LOL. Naiwan kami ng bus e, sayang. Pagkalabas namin, nakita namin yung bus ng school nasa kabilang side na sa may DLSU Main. SHET talaga. Sayang yung blue form(for approved absences), lol. But there will still be a next time, dba? Haha, maybe. Kuya Kim(Rupert, lol, that's what we call him cause he really look like Kuya Kim haha) said na sobrang saya daw. Dala lang niya dslr niya eh, fudge, sayang wala kami dun para picture-an niya. LOL. But don't get me wrong, I want to go there not because of "fun"; "experience"; or just the simple petty reason of not getting in class. I want to go there to fight for the truth. Although there's something in me that says there will be no hope and it's really impossible for GMA to step down because I feel that she really won't, I still want to go. If ever, it will somehow make a change, I will be proud to say I was one of the people who stood up to start the change we want to see. Anyway, enough of that. It just ruined my day big time 'cause it was really hot outside and we were just standing and talking there. Nawalan tuloy kami ng gana ni CJ. Kevin and Pem wanted to go to cut classes. And Mikee, well I don't know why he wanted to go. Haha. I swear, nakakapagod. Badtrip talaga.
I said to Kevin and CJ, "Ne-yo na bukas. Parang hindi na ko na-eexcite. Nawala tuloy excitement ko." Fudge. Oh well.
Today wasn't my favorite day at all.
But then at the end of the day, it went back to being normal. Normal means a-okay day for me. Maybe it was because of seeing David Archuleta's pic when Yana's friend from the other block was surfing over Yahoo! for American Idol at Plaza V. LOL. If you're watching AI and knows David Archuleta, but I'm pretty sure if you do watch AI you surely know him, you will so agree with me. Haha. Agree with what? That David Archuleta is LOVEEE. :x Addiction, LOL. Hahaaaayyy :x Okay enoughhh. Haha.
Anyway I have a feeling that March will be a good month for me. And I hope it will be! Things are going so well. We opened an online shop in Multiply(which by the way you should visit! http://umixed.multiply.com, thanks! advertise LOL!), I have more freelance works coming in.. which means more moolah! I have to save up for this year you know. Anything can happen like concerts and more concerts that I have to watch! And I still want to save up for my DSLR. :D However, I also have reasons to hate March. March means more school work, more deadlines, and... a lot more work. LOL. Only one month to go before school ends! Time is fast, have to be productive.
As much as I want to go to school, I also want the summer break. I can't wait for it. Although one month lang, it's okay. Have to do something to make that one month break worthwhile right? :) And I have a lot already planned out. Sana masunod siya! XD
Someone PMed me in YM and told me to look for a boylet for her. HAHAHA. Then she typed her number and said, "CP no ko bigay mo sakanila!!!" SHET. Haha. Is she that desperate? She then said, "ayaw ko mag NBSB kpag mag 18 na ako!" :)) ROFL. Her debut is like 6 months away! She thinks she's being lonely. Well, being NBSB isn't so bad. Being single is fun and might as well make the most out of it. One shouldn't rush on being in a relationship just for the sake of being in one. For me, being single and NBSB is fun. I will gladly wait. Wala pa akong nakikita e. O baka ayoko lang talaga. I shall stick to my New Year's Resolution: no time for love. ASA MEHN. Hahaha. But srsly, hanggang like-like lang. Unless I find someone like David Archuleta, maybe that would make me change my mind. HAHA. :))
Too many topics in one blog post eh? Who cares, it's my blog. I love to blab. And I said I was lazy. GREAT. :)) Anyway, until next time. :) (TV Show? Haha)
Okayyyyyyyyyyy. I'm not a really really big Ne-yo fan but I reserved tickets for his concert on March 1. The February 29 concert is already sold out so I thought I won't have any chance to go to his concert anymore. Fortunately, there's a one night extension! Ohyea! Hahaha. I just wanna see him dance, if he does. And I like most of his songs so, why not? Haha. I texted people if they wanna go. Gladly, I found some! Ohyeaaa. Upper A, 1943php! Why notttt. Haha.
That's it. I just wanna blog about this. Haha.
Ooh, midterms is next week already, btw! Nyayyyy. It'll be fine. Fighting! Pak! I just realized, Spring Waltz na pala kanina pa! Shetttt! LOL. :)) I totally forgotttt! Well anyway highway, yun lang. :p
WARNING: Random post. Tagalog. Wala, gusto ko lang magkwento. LOL.
Bubbly? Bakit nga ba bubbly ang title neto? Wala lang, LSS kasi ako sa song na yan ngayon. Ganda eh. Bubbly by Colbie Calait. Narealize ko paiba-iba talaga ang taste ko sa music. Merong mas nangingibabaw sa ibang genre at a certain point pero gusto ko pa rin yung ibang genres. Ay, labo. Haha.
Hindi pala dapat Bubbly ang title ng post kong 'to. Dapat "headache" or "bugbok na utak ko". Wala lang. Kagabi kasi bugbog na bugbog utak ko. Siguro buong araw akong nakatutok sa computer at himala, sinipag akong gawin ang website na pinapagawa sa 'kin nila kuya. Yey for me! First time kong gumawa ng website na .com. Yung tipong ako talaga yung administrator. Grr. So I'm still figuring out how things work. It's still under construction. Pero grabe, pag-figure out ko na nga lang pano gawing mail.domain.com yung Webmail instead dun sa binigay na domain.com:2095 (dba ganyan?), namroblema na ko. Eh syempre baka malimutan nila yung number sa dulo. Hehe. Pero buti na lang nagawa ko rin! domain.com/mail nga lang pero ayos na yun. Masaya na 'ko dun. Thanks nga pala kay Christian sa pagtulong rin sa 'kin. Bugbog rin pala ang kamay ko kaka-type. Linalagay ko kasi mga contacts sa address book ng email nila. At may email rin akong bago under sa domain name na yun, lol. Kung may bayad lang sana ako dito dba, eh wala e. Free food, board & lodging, education and other stuffs lang naman. That's basically my life. So ok na lang rin.
Inayos ko rin yung gallery ng konti. Ganun pala yung gamit ng Fantastico noh? Hahaha. Ngayon ko lang na-gets. Di ko alam anong use nyan dati eh. LOL. Newb! to think na nagddesign ako ng websites for almost 5 years na rin. My gally! I know I still have a lot to learn. GO MMA! Hehehe. Sabi ko rin, 7pm ang cut-off time ko sa work na yan. Eh ayoko tumigil hangga't hindi ko naaayos yung hindi pa naayos. Ayun, umabot ako ng mga 10pm. May break pa yun kasi kumain, syempre. LOL. At dahil dyan...
Hindi ko nagawa ang COMSK1x(Communication Skills 1) homework namin na nakakabugbog rin ng utak. Grabe. Tungkol sa Thesis Statement yun. Na-miscarriage pa kasi yung orig. prof namin so na-replace sya. And the replacement will be our prof until the end of the term. Great. Pahirap. Pero ayos lang rin, kasi mas may natututunan kami sa kanya. Kung sana nagawa ko yun nung Friday or Saturday. Hay eto nanaman ako. :| Gusto ko na 'tong baguhin! Nakakainis.
So pumasok ako, late ng mga 10minutes. Grr. Late nanaman ako nagising. Buti na lang evaluation ng teachers. Eh mahaba yun, so na-consume ng pageevaluate namin yung isang oras na period sa karamihan ng subjects. Natatakot ako kasi wala akong HW sa COMSK1x. LOL. Buti na lang may consideration yung prof. Ngayon lang daw yun. Bait nun sa 'min(medyo). Haha. Nung una 2:30pm daw ang deadline. Tapos nagbigay nung isa pang HW due on Wednesday(I'll make sure na nagawa ko na 'to beforehand lol) at take home quiz due on Friday. Ang galeennng. Ngayon lang kami nakapag-take home quiz. HAHA. After nun, nagbago isip nya, minove nya yung deadline ng HW namin ng 4:00. Ang saya saya. Eh dapat di na kami gagawa. Mga kasama ko kasi eh. Pero sa isip ko, sayang naman yung binigay na extension ni Ms. kung di ko gagawin. Sayang ang grade!!! So ginawa ko. Nagpunta kami ng isaw-an tapos after pumasok kami sa internet shop malapit dun. Tinulungan rin ako ng blockmate ko. Tapos napass ko! Ewan ko kung tama pinaglalagay ko dun. Basta nagawa ko. LOL.
Wala lang. :))
Hmm, para sa 'kin, masaya sa school. Ewan ko, basta lagi akong masaya pag nasa school. Bakit ba ganun? Kayo ba? Hehe.
Wala lang ulit. LOL. Ganda ng post ko no. Haha. -- RENZ! Pano na yung blogger commenting code? LOL. =p
