Hey guys. :) I finished my layout for May. This layout won't last long. Though I like this layout.. I guess people are having a hard to navigate in here. But I love the layout I made. Naa-astigan ako. Haha. I let Hannah and Rowelyn see it. :)

We're going to Boyz II Men's concert later. Too bad, there's no complimentary tickets. Asar. Bibili pa kami mamaya ng ticket. My brother Raymond and his gf's going to watch too. Nothing much to say though. I haven't been posting about what's going on with my life for[i mean detailed].. I dunno. :D

Gosh, Constantine got voted out! That's crap man! And Scott.. Scott's still on the show! Wujubiliv? That's for 2 weeks. First, Anwar. Then second, Constantine. Who's next? Carrie? Bo? It sucks man. A lot of people demand for a recount. Look at the petition: click HERE. And there's this article about the 'shocker' news. Click HERE. I got it from Ate Kai's blog. :D Would you believe that I just signed the petition after 10 minutes then I refreshed it, and full na sya ulit. Natabunan na yung name ko. Haha. I dunno if ilan na ngayon. I viewed the petition at 7pm something then I went back after we got home from Marina[we ate there], that was around 10pm.. 14,000+ signatures na! Shet. Omg. I got to go. I'll continue this later.

[EDIT]I got the links up already about the petition and article. :)[/EDIT]

School is cool. :)

I got this post from Jesh. I got her permission of using her post 'cause as what I have commented on her site, I exactly feel the same way. :) So this post is inline with Jesh.

I am a regular teenager. A high schooler who almost flunked in Geometry; hated Chemistry and Biology; disgusted my Social Studies teacher; abhorred the cheerleader counterparts; and excused myself for not attending a class just to skip a terror teacher’s period.

Yes, I did all these. I had a lot of crazy escapades especially in high school There was even a time when I wanted to stop schooling; I was tired of getting up at 5:30 in the morning and encountering laws, theorems, formulas, etc., incessantly in ten months. If there’s one word I could use to describe schooling, it is exhausting.

But there’s something so odd, that almost all and sundry can relate to; It is during vacation, we forget all these hardships we’ve gone through in school. It is during vacation, all of a sudden, we want to be in the exact same chair we used to sit on. It is when we want to see the faces we’ve been at ease with for the past ten months of laughing. – It is when we want to go back to school. Just go back, not considering of the sermons and a dozen-page book report waiting.

This is what I really feel right now. I want to go back to the school where I’ve started the real life; just be at the exact same grounds my friends and I have been accustomed to run and play at for the past eleven years. I just want to relish the last less-than-a-year significant stay at that school I’ve learned to love, and the people I’ll be leaving behind with it. Yes, in less than a year I’ll be graduating and finally, desert the school that didn’t have to teach me how to boost my school spirit. Because of the feeling of acceptance the whole community had shown me, I just unconsciously did.

I just so miss everything. TOTALLY EVERYTHING.

How much more after I graduate?

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Okay so my summer's boring. Or at least that's what I thought that's why I want to go back to school already. Despite of all the homeworks, the projects, sleepless nights, reports, terror teachers and swimming classes[Yeah, I do enjoy swimming classes but I'm not really good at it you know]. I surely do miss those laugh trips, tambay sa canteen and gracepark, and most especially my friends. I miss those assignments, reports, sleepless nights, chaotic-pressured examination week, crammings, hardworks, efforts and stuff. I miss teachers scolding us, laughing with us, and just hanging out with us. Yung magulong classroom, nagja-jamming, nagkkwentuhan, nagtatawanan, soundtrip, yung complains ng klase tuwing may assignment sa Math o kung sobrang daming assignments, yung mga pakiusap namin dahil madami kaming ginagawa, ang pag-papaextend ng deadlines, yung early pressured chaotic examination ng honors pero pagkatapos nun tambay na lang sa tabi-tabi tapos yung iba may classes pa and hindi pa tapos yung exam:D, at kung anu-ano lang na mga trip at kalokohan. I'm just too excited to go to 3rd year and to school. My life's a waste just doing monotonous stuffs[Hindi lagi pero kadalasan. gets?] this summer.

But when vacation's over and school's on, we complain. Damnit, why is that? Haha. And when the teachers start to pressure us with the assignments, reports, math problems and all that sht, we complain. Pero pag summer, we complain.

I don't want to graduate yet. Though I'm still an incoming 3rd yr student, thinking about leaving the school and leaving highschool, where so much things happened for the past 2 years of my highschooling, makes me want to be a highschooler forever. But things are not ought to be forever. We need to move on. To some much bigger world, in a new world where we are ought to have new challenges, and I mean much bigger challenges and responsibilities. Where we learn to be more independent. And that is college.

Though I am still an incoming junior, I think about the future. I'm scared. I don't know what to expect when I am already in college. And to think that I still don't know what course to take or where I am going to study. My dad wants me to go to UP. We talk about my college/my future. And it pressures me. My parents expect too much from me. I'm scared that I can't reach their expectations.
I'm going to adjust with my new school and start over with a new set of friends. But college, is merely more about independence. We really can't do things we do like in highschool. College is more serious and we have to take it seriously. That's why most people who already are in college often say to make the most of our highschool years, to cherish every moment and do things we can still do while we're in highschool.

And after college, we step into the real world. Find jobs, and other stuffs. And as we go on with our life, we meet new people. More people. But surely, we will never forget our highschool friends and precious memories.

Kagaya nga nung sabi sa Myx, We'll be leaving them with precious memories of our first dance, school fair, our winning piece, school plays, .. sports fest, Christmas parties, victory parties.. etc.

In my 2 years of schooling, 20 months to be exact, I've learned to love my school and learned to love being at school. And now I am missing being at it. Sitting on my chair, just talking to my classmates, seatmate, frontmate or backmate or listening to my teacher, writing/taking notes down. I miss the fun. I miss so much everything about it.

Do you know what makes school more interesting?
It's the people around us. We go to school because we want to be with our friends. We want to hang out with them. But hey, school is just not about fun. :) We go to school because we want to learn too. School is pressuring and at the same time fun-filled.

I have to go on to my junior and senior years. They say this is where the real fun begins. The part where you'll surely miss highschool. And I have to go through it yet. :)

Does this post make you remember something? :) Hehe. I bet we all experienced this. And we all tell the same stories. We thank people who have been part of this precious years. Because as most people say, Highschool years are the best years of our lives.

There are things in life that we can do at school and not anywhere else.

check out my multiply site for pictures of my 2nd year days. :)

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Weekends.

Note: I'm writing this on Saturday evening pero it's like I'm writing this yung mismong day na nangyari yun. Okay?

[Friday]--> April 22, 2005.
We went to Blue Wave to celebrate my dad's birthday. Although his birthday is tomorrow sinelebrate na lang dun since we're going to Ja's concert tomorrow. :O Owemji?! Haha. Damnit, makakapunta ako dun then sa Av and Simple plan nde ako nakapunta?! Sheet!!!! O well.. :) Sobrang nabusog ako! Ayown, may fans si Kuya Ian! Haha.. may nagpapicture sa kanya. Tawa kami ng tawa e. Tapos yung isang guy pa na kasama nung nagpa-picture kay kuya Ian, may gusto ata kay Ate Imee. Haha, nakailang inom na yun ng beer para magkaron ng lakas ng loob but then wala pa rin! Haha, lumapit na samin si Ate Imee para magpaalam pero wala pa rin! Hahaha! Natatawa ako sa kanila. Ayown, hehe. Masaya rin. My brothers finished playing at around 11pm. We ate at Stars and Stripes nung mga malapit nang mag-12. Pero sila kuya umuwi na muna. Sobrang busog ako kase ang lalaki ng mga food! I mean, that Lasagna I ordered was for like 2 persons. Mga 1/4 natira sakin. :P Waha. Pero sila mommy di nila naubos. And guess what?! NAGPAPUTOL AKO NG HAIR!!! Eto pic.. :P



[Saturday] --> April 23, 2005.
Madaling araw na. So it's already my dad's birthday!!! HAFFIE BEERTHDAY TOOO Y0WW! Waha. :P We went home na after we ate sa Stars and Stripes.. Gutom si Kuya Raymond and since hindi pa naccelebrate bday ni daddy na buong family.. We went to eat at Bakahan at Manukan. I took pictures kasi ang ganda nung itsura nung place. :) Nakauwi kami mga 3am ata. :O Mga lunch nako nagising. Then may kainan syempre kasi nga birthday ni daddy. :D Then andito rin si Ate Riezl. Then we went to Philam at 3pm ata. Mga 5pm umalis na kami papuntang Araneta.

Here are some pictures: If you want to view more pictures, visit my multiply site.

Mini kaldero ni Kuya Carlos. :) Wahaha. Ang cute. Tig-isa sila ni kuya Ian.

Ganda diba? :)

Sa Stars & Stripes. Ganda ng interior design ng restaurant. :) Sayang nga lang, di ko napicturan yung iba.


Kuya Ian and Kuya Carlos. :)

Then may binili pala sila kuya para kay Daddy on their way from Pampanga.



Okay so mga 6:30pm pa raw ang entrance and it's a hiphop concert so it wasn't so surprising na ang daming hiphop get-ups. Shet. I hate hiphop get ups. Well I don't totally hate it kaya lang parang.. ewan. Ang pangit lang tingnan minsan. Tas feeling nila ang cool cool nila. : Especially if they come on groups. Mayabang pa yung lakad. Yung iba lang naman yun. We went to Gateway muna kasi nga matagal pa maghihintay. Ikot-ikot lang kami dun. It was our first time to go there. Maganda yung place. It's nice to hangout there. Too bad I didn't get a chance to take some pictures. Tawa kami ng tawa kasi ilang beses namin nadadaanan ang Figaro. We're not that familiar kasi sa place and we were just checkin' it out. Then we decided to eat at the Food Express ba yun? Basta yung food court. Haha. Then after, pumasok na kami sa coliseum. Ang lamiggggg! Pano kasi, I forgot my jacket sa sasakyan. :( The venue's not full packed and if I rate it from 1-10 maybe it's 7 or 8. :) I saw Astrud,Charmaine and April(my schoolmates) there. Nasa harapan pa namin. :) The opening acts were.. 7 shots of wisdom and I dunno the other 2. The first one was rap with a turntablist then 7 shots of wisdom and yung huli yung girl who danced and kumanta. Astig kaya yung sa dancers, :) Nagbreakdance pa sila. Woohoo!!! Then VJ Sarah Meier and KC Montero went out to introduce Ja Rule. Ayun, haha. He likes to swear ha. :) Like, "I'm sayin this from the bottom of my motherfuckin' heart.." Haha. "When I say THUG, you say LOVE! THUG.." "LOVE!!" Haha. Fun. fun. Pero I'm not a fan so I didn't really enjoy much. Well I did enjoy pero maybe 95%? or 90%. :) Astig naman. "When I say Ja, you say RULE.. JA.." "RULE!!!" Woohooww! Hahaha. Ay nde, I did enjoy pero siguro it's not like errm, my enjoyment if I did get to watch Simple Plan and Avril's concert. :O :D Astig yung concert! Wahaha. And I saw Charles of SCQ. 2 seats away from me. Nasa gitna kasi ako ng mom and dad ko then sa left ng mommy ko umupo yung kasama nya then sya na. Hehe. Wala lang. Pero they left rin kasi hindi ata yun ang seat nila. Then yung kinanta yung, I'm Real.. "What's my motherfuckin' name??" "R-U-L-E!!" Wahhaha. Nakakatuwa. What I like about hiphoppers e yung matindi talaga yung samahan nila. Brothers and Sisters turingan nila. Yung friendship sobrang matibay.

[r.i.p] to my nigga Tupac Shakur
[r.i.p] to the ever so talented .. Lisa Lopes *tama ba?*
[r.i.p] to our baby girl ..Aaliyah
.. ang dami pa nyang sinabi nun. Yan lang naalala ko e. He said that before he sang "So much Pain". I think that's his last song. The concert ended at exactly 10:18pm. :) Then after nun, we ate at Italliani's. I ordered Fetuccine Alfredo. :) Aun, umuwi na kami. It was minus one pala. Hindi live band. The same as Boyz II Men's concert. Sana naman may complimentary ticket talaga para ndi na magababayad. :O Wahahha. :) Ah, eto nga pala ang aming ticket sa Ja Rule. Upper box A. :)

Wow, nobela ang post kong to. May mga pictures pa. :)

Sunday ngayon. Er, ewan ko kung san kami pupunta. :) Take care everyone. :)

if you want to check out more pictures: visit my multiply site.

Questions/Suggestions

how were you able to remove the blogspot banner/ad?
- You should put the <noembed></noembed> in the body tag. There should not be a repeat of the body tag or the code will not work.

nice site! keep it up! ;)
-Thanks! :)

hi can you stop by and visit me? http://fattravellingbastard.blogspot.com
-sure sir. I already did. *check his site out. It's a great read. -- about our society and stuff.*

Angel: san pede mkakuha ng music na pdeng i-play d2? hihi [from tagboard]
- I got my music from coolxmusicx and Xanga_music. :)

[EDIT] This is inline with Ate Kai's blog.Dude, Anwar got eliminated sa American Idol! Shetness! We're[as in kami ng mommy ko] expecting for Scott to go home nga. Last week pa. They voted out the wrong person. Tsk tsk. We bet for Constantine.[/EDIT]

Layout.

Hello. :) New layout here! Called *Broken Sonnet*. Wala lang. Well it doesn't mean that I can relate to the song but I was on LSS of the Broken Sonnet song by Hale when I made this layout. Anyway, hope you guys like it.

I have my Birthday List form and Suggestion/Question form. :)

Anyway, on my poll[How would you rate my site?], someones[heheh] voted Boring and Terrible. I don't know who voted for those but I would like to ask how come my site is boring and terrible? I'm not mad. I just like to improve on my site. If you don't like my writings or what, tell me. :) Or you would likely want to not go in here anymore if you don't like what I write or my blog. No one forced you too. Right? :)

[monday] I got up early cuz me, my mom and my brother Raymond are going to my brother's school cuz we got a letter of DISMISSAL of my brother from his school. But there's a strike so the office is closed. We went to National Bookstore quezon ave. cuz my mom has something to buy there then after, to crossing's supermarket then we ate at Dimsum & Dumplings. I ordered a 4pc. sharksfin siomai and a Wanton mami. :D *yummy*. Haha. Then umuwi na kami.

[tuesday] Wala lang. :P
[wednesday] Madaling araw na ko nakatulog. and wala pang internet. I insisted to go to Commonwealth[our other house] cuz we don't have any place to sleep here[in Philam]. My aunt's here and my brother Raymond occupied the sofa in our room[where the sofa could be a bed.]. So natulog na lang kami sa sala since marami namang pwedeng pagtulugan dun. Wahaha. E, susunduin naman yung mga kuya ko ng 5am kasi pupunta sila ng Pampanga. May gig kasi sila dun sa R&B. E eto naman ako, inatake ng insomnia. So lumipat ako sa office. Pinagdugtong ko yung dalawang upuan tas pinagkasya ko sarili ko dun. Haha. Mga 4:30am nakatulog ako. At least hindi 5am! :P Then I woke up at around 7am. I heard the radio playing Candy Shop by 50cent. Aun, ginising ko mommy ko then I asked if pwede nang matulog sa loob. I was just making sure na wala na sila kuya. :) Aun, nahirapan nanaman akong makatulog pero nakatulog pa rin ako. I woke up at 2am. Then aun.. :)

Yung about sa dismissal ng kuya ko, 33 units failed. Nakakainis kasi. Etong computer.. lagi syang nandito. Nagraragnarok. It's like he's glued to the computer chair. Kulang na lang, lagyan talaga ng glue tong upuan e. Hm, ewan ko bakit ako naiinis sa kanya. Ahh, si Mr. Attorney. He always has his excuses. Kahit yung palusot na yun e hindi na lusot, magpapalusot at magpapalusot pa rin. Alam mo yun, nakakainis. He's turning 21. But he doesn't seem like a 21-year-old guy. Parang ang bata pa. I dunno. He's not like that naman dati. I mean, I never see him study mehhhn. Sabi nya, nag-aaral sya sa school. Malamang, ano bang gagawin mo sa school? Diba mag-aaral? Hindi man lang sya mag-advance study. He's supposed to be graduating next year. Pero ngaun, 3rd yr pa rin sya. Baka nga magkasabay pa kami nyan grumaduate e. Top 3 sya nung 1st & 2nd yr highschool sya. Pero nung 3rd yr, I dunno what happened. Er, nung 3rd yr naman nya nakilala si Ate Therese. Pero he's good in english ha. :) Hehe. On the positive side, he's my closest among the 3. Ang bait nya. Understanding pa. He never left me when I needed someone to hold on to. :) He was the one who understood me. Pero sa lokohan, pang 2nd sya. 1st ang panganay kong kuya. 3rd si kuya Carlos. Lagi nila akong inaasar at linoloko. :P Funny silang tatlo. I love them. :D Pag inatake sila ng kalokohan nila lalo na pag sama-sama silang tatlo, hahahha, sobra.. talagang.. tatawa ka ng tatawa. mahahawa ka at maha-high ka rin! WAHAHA. Ayun.. :) I'm very lucky to have them as my brothers. Bilib ako sa kanila. Sa kuya Ian at kuya Raymond ko, nabibilib ako sa kanila pag nag-gigitara sila. Pati si kuya Carlos, sa pagk-keyboard nya. Ang astig. :) Hehehe. visit nyo site nila, click!. Hehe. :)

Aun, hope you like my layout. :) Feel free to leave comments. :)

[EDIT] Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger was the new elected pope and he chose the name Pope Benedict XVI. *Wala lang.*[/EDIT]

Skin.

I am working on my new skin. It's nearly done. Actually, it's already done. Blood, sweat and tears[tsk tsk.. haha!]. I just wanna ask if any of you guys know how to create a form? I mean like the tagboard thing but the informations will be sent to your email?

I like the color purple/violet/lavender for my June layout. Lol. I saw Eri's font color on YM and it's pretty cool. :) Para maiba naman. :D

Anyway, my birthday's next month!!! 38 days till my birthday! :O My dad's birthday is on April 23.. 4 days from now. Gawd, can you believe that my dad wants to go to the Ja Rule concert? HAHAHA. Well, he's just going to observe the sound system for foreign concerts. Cuz Boyz ii men's concert is next week and we're the ones who are going to serve the sound system. And the concert is on April 23! His birthday. :P He said it's just going to be his birthday gift. Hahah. Man, it's not fair! I got to go to the Ja rule concert and not on simple plan and avril's? :( Anyway, it's fine[a little]. Haha. :P

I have much to tell later.. I got to go now. :)

When boredom strikes..

Haha, ang cute ng title: When boredom strikes..

Ang boring boring.

Nagbloghop lang ako.

But it's still boring. Wahahaha.

BOREDOM ATTACK!!!

Nakakaaliw ang FULL HOUSE. Kinikilig ako dun. Wahahaha. Ang cute nila Jesy at Justin. Wahahaha. Grabe, hehe. Buti ka pa eri tapos mo na!!!

Ay, meron nang "Recover post" feature! Salamat naman.

I just want to greet, Kenneth Evangelista a happy birthday. HAHAHA. April 16 na pala ngaun. Kahit hindi tau close, aus lang. trip ko e. hhaha. at alam kong hindi mo naman to nababasa. :P

Hey, I want to change my skin..
what do you think about this..
click -->> Broken Sonnet ...
Ayus lang ba? [dba wafu nung vocalist ng hale? whaahah..]

I just realized na yung skins ko, ang da-dark. Laging kapartner ang color black. Para namang ang lungkot ng buhay ko nun. Hahaha. Hindi makulay ang blog skins ko. Wahehehe. So what do you think about the layout? Comment naman.

I'll post tomorrow. If I'm not lazy.. :D Hehe.

41 days until my birthday. [gawsh, kabaliktaran ng 41 ay ang # 14.]

Old Friends, New Friends.

Old friends. Thinking about them makes me mad. Not really mad but I have this certain hateness to them. We separated all right[no hard feeling and such]. We were happy. It was graduation day and we stayed up late until 4am going to Podium[The Forum and Blue Elbow], Ratsky Malate and other places. It was one memorable night. One of the memories I always want to look back to.

At first, everything was alright. They were still hanging around my house and visiting me even I transferred to a new school. I have to start all over again[making friends, adjusting to the environment, etc.]. That was June-July-August. And after those months, I haven't heard or talked to them. I call them sometimes but everything was just different. I was like talking and talking but that person I am talking to on the other line she's like, she don't listen. Before, I thought, I would not find another friends like them. They were the best, they were cool and nice and fun. We were barkada. But as what life always go, we need to separate ways.

You might ask, why do I have this feeling of hateness to them? They never call to let us[yes us, three of us in the group transferred to another school and the rest remained.] know that they remember, that they still care! Well they DO call. They call if they NEED something! You call that friends? Damnit man. I was too generous back then that they thought that it would be okay for me to let them borrow and have that certain thing. But we, we find a way to call them even just once a month to let them know that we still remember them. I can't get over the fact that we were separating. Damn. They're still my friends but it's just different. Everything just changed! I just don't know them anymore. They weren't the ones who I knew back then. But then, I thought, they don't even care so why care for them? And I thought that, everything change. People change. But they changed to the point that I don't even know them anymore. I admit that I changed, but I changed for the good! I wrote them a 6-page letter and they wouldn't realize what they were doing until that. I was mad! They weren't there for me when I needed them. Those times when I was so soo down and broken. What happened to the "friends forever!" or the "I will always be there for you when you need me."? Then after, they call sometimes to ask what's up. But it wasn't the same anymore. I let go of them having this certain hate. I was cold to them.

On my new school, when we were having a short quiz, I looked around and said to myself, "bakit parang ang tahimik at ang titino naman ng mga tao dito?". I got used of my Grade 6 days of "helping me". Each and everyone of us in the room do that. Even the honors. I thought I would have a problem adjusting to them. I am not used to being along during recess or lunch so I talked to one of the new students if I could join them for recess. And to think that I don't even know where the canteen was! They weren't the one who approached me first so I thought that people weren't friendly. But, I was so so so wrong. As time went by, I realized that they're not that bad. Actually, they're great! This school, taught me how to be independent and gain more self-confidence[I was a shy girl back in elementary]. I would not forget my first section in OLGM. I-Prudence. This section is the best yet. I have a lot of memories here. So much memories that would make me laugh and cry at the same time. Even if I go all of it over and over again, I would never get tired of those memories.

Highschool memories are memories that each of us should treasure. =D Dba?

Now, I finished my sophomore year and an incoming junior. I just realized that my OLGM friends are the friends that I was looking for a long time. They're fun to be with, funny, nice, caring, true, understanding, etc. There are too many to list all those characteristics here. Mababaw lang kaligayahan namin. Baliw kami, at sabog[yan ang Prudence. haha]. II-Sincerity has left me a lot of colorful memories. Though it's not the cream section that you'd imagine. Magulo kami. We always get scolded by the teachers. This section was colorful 'cause there are a lot of things that had happened here. Problems: friends, love, studies. We surely did learn a lot of lessons. I did. I'm sure I will learn much more in my junior year. And it's gonna be fun. :)

If I didn't transferred to this school, I would not get to meet my friends. Friends who will always be there for me when I need them. When I need someone to talk to or laugh or cry with. And if I stayed at SVS, I would be with those gangsters and stuff. Be a ghetto and say 'kno' wha' I mean?'. Or I'll be doing that gangsta sign. It's not that I hate gangsters. I have friends who are gangsters. If I studied there, then I wouldn't be this kind of person. It would be a different me.

My OLGM friends and the school itself, molded me into what I am today. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't know myself this much. I wouldn't know the real me.

And I just want to add that.. my friends.... THEY ROCK! as in ganto --> \m/
Hahaha. It's true. =)

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Jacky and Klariz[SVS friends] visited me kanina. They were just droppin' by to see and ask what's going on with my life. They said, "Bakit mukha kang masaya ngayon?" I was like, 'I do?' then I just said, "Ewan ko. *sabay smile and a little laugh* ". They promised to drop by some time.

I don't know what am I feeling today. Damnit, I don't know if I am going to hate it or just simply like what I'm feeling.[it's not related to them, I know.]

Anyway, at least they still remember me, somehow, unlike the others.

A little gift.

Happy birthday Angel. :) Here's a little gift from me. :) Hehe.



Do you understand the writing there? Well if you don't here's what it says..
"May every treasured memory you've know along life's way add to your lasting happiness on this very special day." Hope you'll like it. :) Just click the picture if you want to know the link.

Heheheh.

This one's to Ate Am who's birthday was last April 7. And I didn't get the chance to make this little gift. :) anyway, I greeted her over text but I used my mom's phone since I don't have load.




PINK! Hehe. She loves hello kitty and pink. :) Aw, the #1 text behind the slanting "happy birthday" can't be seen. I didn't notice until now. But o well, its okaee. :)

Asar!

Grrr... nakakainis naman. Nagpost ako kagabi tapos di na recover! ASAR!!! "Internal Server Error" daw. So aun, I need to type it all over again!!

April 8, 2005

We got home at around 5am from Angeles, Pampanga. Then I got hungry before we left. Mangiyak-ngiyak nako nun! Thank goodness, KFC was on the way.[salamat Lawrence sa pagtranslate. HAHAHA!] Then my brothers[ian and raymond] let me eat there cuz I was sooo hungrryyy. Aun then after I ate, dude, it was heaven! LOL.

I didn't go to Tagaytay with them since my mom said they really need to go there now[well, that was a little while ago lol]. Then I went to the office[here] but surprisingly, they[my mom and dad] are still there. They didn't go pala cuz they were too busy. Ako naman dito, quiet lang kasi sigawan na ang nangyayari. Waha. My dad was angry. Mah-high blood na ata[wag naman noh :D] and I knew my mom's head was already aching nun. Then pumasok sya sa kwarto tas dun sya sa sofa bed for a while while the TV was turned on sa GMA7 about the Pope's burial.

John Paul II
We love you

Aun then we took for a walk[me,my mom and dad] sa park and stopped by sa church. Then when we got home, kuya Raymond was already there with his gf, Ate Therese. They baked some pasta pala. It was goood. :) Then a few minutes later, Ate Ivory came. Aun, kiniliti nya ko haha. She won't let me go until I say the magic word! LOL. She said, "sabihin mo muna yung magic word!". Dude, nasa floor na kami non! Nakahiga na kami dun! Haha! I didn't know the magic word but she gave some clue. "It stars with letter S and ends in R." I still don't know. I was like, "ano yun?" May shelf ng books sa harapan namin and may binasa sya dun, "Children's Hour" then I said, "Sour?" Hahaha. "Gitna nya letter E." Then kuya Carlos came from the Recording Studio then I asked, "Kuya, anong magic word?" then he said, "Surrender". I was like, "Ha? Surrender yung magic word?!" Hahaha. Then I said it then she let me go. I got weak lol.

Anyway, it was fun. My cuz Kuya Sidney was here. He just arrived kanina. Aun, nasa SM Megamall sila may gig. SMB Summerfest ata yun. Basta yun. It was showed on GMA7 but pasingit-singit lang during commercials.

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April 9, 2005
They got home at around 3 am[april 9 na]. And I was still awake. Haha.

Aun, anyway I'll post later or tomorrow. I got some thoughts[reminiscing what happened the year before and the year 2003. *sigh*] kaninang umaga nung di ako makatulog. Maybe tomorrow nalang.

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I was reading a thread from teentalk.com about Japoy. Ang gwapoooo nya noh? haha. :P
I forgot nakita ko na pala sya! Sa mall yun e may autograph signing sya. Hangwappooo. :P



Oh, dba dba dba?!?!?! Hahaha. I got the pics from here.
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wala akong maisip na title.

Hello, I want to thank those people who visited and tagged my bloggie. :D Hehe. And those who linked me to their site. I linked u back[u know who u are]. Lol.

Anyway, we're going to Angeles, Pampanga today cuz my brothers are there. They have a gig. I haven't seen them for 2 days I think. They were so busy this week. Maybe after Pampanga, we will go to Tagaytay(again). I dunno, business matters I guess? Well I dunno cuz we're supposed to go to Tagaytay tomorrow. And we're going to Megamall tomorrow too. Lol. My brothers have their gig there. Sa San Miguel Beer ata yun e.

I stayed up late yesterday. 5 am I guess, yeah, 5 am. Cuz I was busy signing up for fanlistings. LOL. You see I got my fanlisting there at the side --->>>.

Anyway, I got to go. :D

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE AM!!! [its her birthday today. :D]

Updates.

I got some Guestmap for you to pin your location and put some message if you want to.

Calendar. You can put your birthday on my calendar or whatever the occassion is by simply clicking the date of your bday or kung anu mang occassion.

MiniPoll. Everyone can vote! So, voteeee na :D Wahaha.

Nasa gilid lang to lahat. Just find it there. :D Give meehh some hugs too. :D 10 pa lang yung hugsiess ko e. hehe.

1920-2005

Pope John Paul II [1920-2005].

I watched CNN since um, Friday I think. Then, last Saturday, I saw the health summary. And I said to myself, "parang wala na ata.." Kasi you see, His kidney's deteriorating and few oxygen are flowing to his organs and his blood pressure dropped. Mga 3 na ata ako nakatulog nun[so Sunday na rin yun]. I dunno but somewhere in the corner of my mind, someone said na.. "one more day.." :O And I agreed. I dunno if it was me na nagsabi nun sa sarili ko lang. Pero, di ko binawi yon.

Then the next day, aun Sunday. Pero syempre, late naman ako nagising. Hehe. Tapos nood nanaman ako CNN. Syempre, late nanaman ulit ang tulog. Tapos aun, about kay Pope John Paul parin, then I said to myself, "parang ngaun na..". I got hungry at around 3am. Ginising ko pa mommy ko nun kasi di ko alam kung anong pwedeng makain dun. Waha. Nanood muna ako ng Disney Channel nun. Spies yung pinanood ko nun. Then binalik ko sa CNN. Tpos, I was like, a bit shocked when I saw that headline Breaking News. Na-teary eyed ako. Then I prayed after. :O Wahehe. Katxt ko pa nun si jesy, sinabi ko sknya. Tas ginising ko rin mommy ko. Wahehehe. Aun, dumating kuya ko. Alam nya na gising pa ko kahit nagkunwari akong tulog! WAHAHA! :P Aun, they watched TV muna about dun sa death of Pope John Paul.

I remembered the book I am currently reading: Five People You Meet In Heaven. Maganda yung book. I mean, even though it's fictional, you already have the ideal imagination of heaven. I've learned more about death. Chaka sa Tuesdays with Morrie. Ang daming lessons. :) It proved the quote here in my page that "whatever happens, happens for a reason." :D God has a reason. It's His will. :D

wahehhee. aun muna for now. :)

Badtrip.

-Feeling ko ang pangit ng blog skin ko at ng blog ko mismo.
-Ayaw gumana ng playlist sa iba.
-Wala paring nagccomment at nagvvisit ng site ko.
-I didn't get to watch Avril and Simple Plan's concert last March 31.

Pero, sabi ng kakilala ng daddy ko na nagserve ng sound system dun sa concert..
-maraming tao.
-pero hindi napuno yung gilid so pinamove ng simple plan yung mga tao sa harapan.
-maliit raw si Avril so kelangan pa nyang tumuntong sa kung ano man ang linagay nila dun.
-magaling raw ang Simple Plan.
-mabait raw ang simple plan.
-mabait raw ang lead guitarist ng simple plan.
-aloof si Avril.

Sayang nga raw, di sinabi saknya na di kami makakapunta. May sobrang dalawang complimentary pass raw kasi. Sayang nga.

-Ang sunod naman daw na pupunta dito, baka ngayong April daw, si J.Lo and Usher.
-Sa april 29 ang Boyz ii men. Kami yung magsserve ng sound system.
-Pero iba pa rin yung, pupunta ka mismo sa concert ng isang artist/banda na gusto mong mapanood live.
-hindi pa ako nakakapanood ng concert ng isang artist na talagang gusto kong mapanood.[and i mean, foreign.] as in never.

-Sabi ng kuya ko, pumunta na lang raw ako sa tugtugan nila, since kinakanta naman nila yung songs ng simple plan.
-Pero, iba parin yung nakikita mong magperform ng live ang isang artist at sila mismo ang kumakanta ng song nila. hindi sa tv, sa radio or kung saan pa man.

...
-Nagllog-out ang mga tao sa YM tuwing pini-PM ko sila.
-pwede naman nilang sabihin na may ginagawa sila instead na maglog-out dba?!
-Nakakainis.
-Nakaka-badtrip.
-pwede na ba akong sumabog?
-maglaho?
-maging invisible?
-umiyak at magteleport sa ibang bansa?
-you don't understand me, do you?
-people here can't understand me too.
-you don't need to understand me either. I just gotta let this things out.

Melancholy.

*kung may problema ka,magsuot ng maskara, buong mundo'y mag-iiba.
*kakaibang post to.

Mga taong walang magawa sa buhay.

Nakakainis! Sunod-sunod tong mga taong nagtetext sakin na di ko kilala. Except na lang yung una, nalaman ko na si Nelson yun. Tapos may nagtext naman ngayon at kagabi. Di ko rin kilala. Tapos ayaw sabihin kung sino sila.. BAT PA SILA NAGTEXT KUNG DI RIN NILA SASABIHIN KUNG SINO SILA DBA?! hallerrr?!?!!

Haay nako.. the only problem here in my site is the music. I just need to upload music at Angelfire.

Di ko nakuha card ko kanina. Siguro sa enrollment na lang. Tinatamad ako e.

Sige yun muna, comments anyone? Wala pang nagvivisit sa site ko? Haayyy... :( hehehhe.

By the way, APRIL FOOL'S DAY nga pala ngayon. Probably that's why people keep fooling me. I hope ganun lang. Wag lang yung puso. Mahirap yon. :) Dba? Hehe.

Ay! I forgot, this entry was supposed to be english! Well, okay lang. Hehe.

New skin.

Hey there guys. Anyway, I got my new skin up. I just felt like I want to have a new skin. It's just simple. Hope y'all like it. It's orange and black with the picture I got when we were on Tagaytay. *dark* The music drop down list isn't finished yet. I need to upload songs so check back later. Thanks for the cooperation. :) Lol. Well, as I promised to Rosalie, I'm going to make this version 2 english. Lol. Well, taglish maybe. Anyway, I need to fix this up later. Oh by the way, there's a typing test down there. :)

Enjoy!

Comments.. anyone? :)

Thanks.

*oh damnit, I didn't get to watch the damn concert! urgghhh.. !!!